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Friday, February 07, 2003

I'm going liao bye!!! Until 1st March... To Thailand on an exercise yet again... Sorry Blog-fans... I'll try to post (if I can find a I-net comp there...) Until then~!!!

MORGAN and ROUTE66... HERE I COME!!! (Pls refer to posts somewhere in December to read up on my Thailand trip...) Heh!

Tuesday, February 04, 2003

LOSE YOURSELF

Look, if you had one shot, one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted…One moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip? Yo...

His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
There’s vomit on his sweater already, mom’s spaghetti
He’s nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin
What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth, but the words won’t come out
He’s chokin, how everybody’s jokin now
The clock’s run out, time’s up over, bloah!
Snap back to reality, Oh there goes gravity
Oh, there goes Rabbit, he choked
He’s so mad, but he won’t give up that
Is he? No
He won’t have it , he knows his whole back city’s ropes
It don’t matter, he’s dope
He knows that, but he’s broke
He’s so stacked that he knows
When he goes back to his mobile home, that’s when it’s
Back to the lab again yo
This whole rap shit
He better go capture this moment and hope it don’t pass him


**HOOK:**
You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo...

The soul’s escaping, through this hole that it’s gaping
This world is mine for the taking
Make me king, as we move toward a, new world order
A normal life is borin, but superstardom’s close to post mortar
It only grows harder, only grows hotter
He blows us all over these hoes is all on him
Coast to coast shows, he’s know as the globetrotter
Lonely roads, God only knows
He’s grown farther from home, he’s no father
He goes home and barely knows his own daughter
But hold your nose cuz here goes the cold water His bosses don’t want him
no mo, he’s cold product They moved on to the next schmoe who flows
He nose dove and sold nada
So the soap opera is told and unfolds
I suppose it’s old potna, but the beat goes on
Da da dum da dum da da


**HOOK**

No more games, I’ma change what you call rage
Tear this mothafuckin roof off like 2 dogs caged
I was playin in the beginnin, the mood all changed
I been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage
But I kept rhymin and stepwritin the next cypher
Best believe somebody’s payin the pied piper
All the pain inside amplified by the fact
That I can’t get by with my 9 to 5
And I can’t provide the right type of life for my family
Cuz man, these goddam food stamps don’t buy diapers
And it’s no movie, there’s no Mekhi Phifer, this is my life
And these times are so hard and it’s getting even harder
Tryin to feed and water my seed, plus
See dishonor caught up bein a father and a prima donna
Baby mama drama’s screamin on and
Too much for me to wanna
Stay in one spot, another jam or not
Has gotten me to the point, I’m like a snail
I’ve got to formulate a plot fore I end up in jail or shot
Success is my only mothafuckin option, failure’s not
Mom, I love you, but this trail has got to go
I cannot grow old in Salem’s lot
So here I go is my shot.
Feet fail me not cuz maybe the only opportunity that I got


**HOOK**


Quote Of The Day:
You can do anything you set your mind to, man ~ Eminem

Wat a genius...

Monday, February 03, 2003

Sigh... Ever since I've got my soundcard... I'm still unable to beat most players in WC3... Sigh... Due to poor micro-management... Of course the lack of sound previously made a difference... But now I've got no good excuse for my poor play... I've chosen to diversify my play ahead all other OpS players... Choosing to play random instead of specialising in a particular race... Simply b'cos I couldn't stand playing a single race all the time... As mentioned before... My patience with a single race ran out even before I could fully grasp the essence of that particular race... What I'm left now is a half pail of shit as they would usually put it... A jack of all races but a master of none... There is no 1 race I could proudly declare as my own... No one race I could boldly stand to when challenges arise... No doubt I can play very decently any particular race... All the other OpS are too good for any one of my race... Geez...

Is this wat I really want? Not to be absolute but versatile? Getting the most out of the game by playing all types of races? I am still looking for my answer... @ times I hated myself for choosing random instead of sticking with a single race... @ times I hated myself for being noobish in my races in comparison to the guys... Haha... Of course there ARE some other times when I really felt random rocked especially when it keeps the other guy guessing what you're up to... Heh... Warcraft 3...

Anyway... There're rumours saying that the Warcraft3 Expansion Set is underway... In fact this rumour is CONFIRMED~!!! With each race getting a new hero and new units... Meaning countless of new (and maybe cheesy) tactics springing up very soon with the introduction of such an expansion~!!! A feast for all WC3 fanatics... HA~!!! The introduction of 1 new hero with awesome abilities per race would give rise to countless permuatations of tactics and strategies... With some new units added in as well... Goodness one can imagine the outcome... Total REIGN OF CHAOs... Heh! By then I think my random wll suffer the most~!!!

But still MAKERS OF WARCRAFT 3... I SAULTE YOU~!!! All wait in heightened anticipation for the release of the expansion of WC3 in June... Too bad I'll be going to Thailand in February... LoLz... (*P.S: I bought the original WC3 CD from Thailand @ less than $30 a piece for all my frens... It costs $50-$60 here in S'pore...) Haha... Wonder if I can the same for the expo~!!! ^^,

Quote Of The Day:
"What makes resisting temptation difficult for many people is...
They don't want to discourage it completely." ~ Franklin P. Jones


With a game like WC3... Who says temptation is bad? I came home @ 2130hrs today juz for my daily dosage of WC3... Beat that!

**Something else to look forward to this year... Besides my ORD that is... d ( ^o^ ) b **

Sunday, February 02, 2003

2nd day of Chinese New Year and I still think it's such a facade... The festivals here in S'pore are getting less and less celebrated in my opinion... 5 years ago... I could still remember my childish self still clinching on the the auspicious Mandarin oranges gleefully waiting to wish every adult in my Grandpa's house a prosperous and fruitful new year... They too would accept the oranges with both hands and acknowledge the offerings... The traditional exchange of hong-baos for wishings would then take place and every child's mission would be complete... Today... Upon stepping into the hall... A fabricated smile and a "Happy New Year Uncle!" would get me an hong-bao... Simple. For some... The aunts would come up to me automatically and give me what I expect to be given... Geez... "Thank you" is all that's required... The Mandarin oranges have become transparent... And so have the wishings... Today 5 years later... I can imagine hong-baos in the form of Internet funds-transfer... Oranges and wishings in the form of e-cards... And the physical visiting done via video-conferencing...

Well besides CNY... The other festivals are also gettin less and less celebrated... Especially so here in S'pore... The 2003 Countdown was almost insignficant besides the "notorious Ministry Of Sound Party" which almost made or year... If you've read my postings earlier on... My Countdown totally "kicked ass"... Even for us Chinese... The "Tomb-Clearing" day is almost forgotten... Not to mention the traditional ceremonies and steps to be undertaken... Oh well... Give Singaporean Chinese another 2 generations and all will be lost...

Sigh... Is it me is the future really looking that bleak? I've lost interest in life... In games... In any thing I'm doing... Life sucks now as far as I am concerned... Blah~!

Chinese New Year usual activity: Gambling @ Yaozhong's place... For fun and for companionship...

Quote Of The Day:
"Life will always remain a gamble, with prizes sometimes for the imprudent, and blanks so often to the wise." ~ Jerome K.

Life is indeed abounded with opportunities... It doesn't necessarily take an extremely intelligent person to make it big... All it takes is someone who is less silly than the majority... Despair thou shalt not~!

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